Friday, January 1, 2010

The First Day of A New Year

okkk so for my stalkers out there I know your wondering and the truth is all in all my vacation didn't suck. New Years Eve wasn't spectacular ,but it sufficed.

So on this the first day of the year I didn't really do anything ,but the feeling was right. You know what I mean? Idkk I have really sensetive instincts I guess. I get a serene feeling when something is meant to be and when it isn't i kind of know it, but I'm dumb and still try. I personally believe we all have that feeling. I know boston is my home because there is no other place where I feel that way as soon as I see that beautiful skyline and the prudential's bright lights I know I am in mi Bello Boston. I have a similar feeling when I'm at church and everyone is pumped and praying. I'm probably in the back cracking jokes or texting ,but it's that feeling that keeps me in church.

I decided it's a new year and I am going to start off happy. I never hold grudges so theres no point in the whole forgiving the people from o9. All I'm doing this year is being me and not pretending to be something else infront of anyone.